Sunday, April 6, 2008

April 4th

--cardio with Brady today. YAY!

I weighed in, b/c my original weigh in's were on Friday, so I decided to.

I'm officially down 20 pounds!! weight is at 288.5!

I was on cloud 9 until Brent came home from his trip to the gym, and had officially passed me, and now weighs less than I do. Ugh. that kindof threw me into a dark depression. I had NO motivation to go to the gym at all after that, a felt like saying screw it all and going to In-n-Out for a double double and some fries, animal style. But I didn't. and I went back to the gym today, and probably will tomorrow. I've still got such a long hard road ahead of me, and it is hard to see Brent so far ahead of me. Not that I want him to slow down or stop, by all means.....it's just frustrating when you're working as hard as I am, to be by myself.